stuff

there are so many emotions that run thru a person in the course of a day. some days i feel like i have run the gammet of emotions before it is noon. it's the hard ones that are kicking my butt right now. u know the ones i mean. the ones that u have to take over to God as soon as u have them, or they will manifest into bad situations. i am often confronted witha very judgemental personality, and the mere fact that i am saying that says that i am in a sense judging them as well. is it judging to state a fact when time and consistency has shown thru behavior that a certain individual is judgemental with others to a severity at times that makes me quite uncomfortable. why is it ok in today's society for a person to determine in their own mind, the way another should behave, speak, dress, or do any manner of things in their life? obviously we are meant to have some amount of general respect for others as to not be offensive or to cause others to stumble, but at what point do people catch on to the fact that we are all made different and act different, because if we were all the same, it would be such a boring world. when do people grow out of the mindset of telling people "you're ok, as long as you are like me and do what i think is right?" PEOPLE...we do not have a heaven or hell to send people to, so stop acting like you do. u sit upon judgement of no one. the only actions u are accountable for, are your own. so remove your logs and stop looking for any spec or splinter you can find. blah, blah, blah....

on to much happier topics... Christmas was a beautiful sight. it is such a joy to see kids faces on Christmas morning. the excitement and joy is beautiful. even more beautiful is when they tell u the real reason they are getting gifts and what the most precious gift they have ever been given is. it was exciting! i will write more later. i just realized how late it is, and that since it is my 29th birthday...maybe staying up til 3am needs to be cut back to....say...2:30!!! oh well! i'll write more later. time for some shut eye! good night world!